Runaway by Slapshock

Posted in Uncategorized on September 22, 2009 by lenmongado

share ko lang… anong part kayo ng song?

click here to listen…

I’m, drowning myself once again
Of fighting myself to the end
I’m dying to feel once again
But time, time keep on slipping away
Time to consume another day
I’m tired of being just to sing

(Chorus)
I know, that I did not deserve you
This time I’m falling away now
Goodbye, I didn’t mean to hurt you
This time I’m running away now
Run…

I’m watching the light mess my eye
Is this the signal to goodbye
Or should I ignore all the signs
I’m, pretending to be in my own
But I’m guess you waiting to hate this song
I’m taking the sense of my own

(Chorus)
I know, that I did not deserve you
This time I’m falling away now
Goodbye, I didn’t mean to hurt you
This time I’m running away now
Run…

Can you paint me a sky?
With dark violet clouds like your eyes
I’ll be a star that lost all it’s light in the night
If I turn on my back would you react from this pain?
I’m lost and abused, loss and confused to your mind
So I said…

(Chorus)
I know, that I did not deserve you
This time I’m falling away now
Goodbye, I didn’t mean to hurt you
This time I’m running away now
Run…(3x)

size of the heart

Posted in Uncategorized on August 26, 2009 by lenmongado

my heart is to big to fit in my chest. what i did was i pulled my heart.

the moment i hold it in my hands, it grew bigger and bigger until i cannot hold it anymore.

it fell… right in front of her.

it broke into pieces. i tried to pick up the pieces using my feet.

at least, she would still see me standing

People’s Servant

Posted in Uncategorized on August 12, 2009 by lenmongado

My day was simply fine yesterday. From morning, lunch, meryenda, another meryenda, meryenda ulet at tapos yung pag out ng office, Lagay ng kanang hintuturo sa biometrics(hi-tech eh), papogi sa CR, tapos elevator, then kung anong chorva pa ang ginagawa together with my close(feeling) friends(assuming). Pretty typical day for me. Which had happened from the moment I started working here at my current company.

Then one night pauwi na ko. Usual kong route eh office at megamall then bus, pa-Novaliches Bayan. Nagbabayad agad para walang istorbo habang nagpapahinga on the rest of the ride. Then somewhere between santolan and cubao, my sumakay na MMDA. Sa pagkalansing ng konduktor sa baryang nasa kamay ay sabay na abot ng mga pasahero ng kanilang mga bayad. At aba! Etong si Mr. MMDA, bonggang bonggang dedma. Nice. Sira ang gabi.

Makalipas ang maraming araw….

Eto na naman, gabi, doing yung SOP (Standard Operating Procedures) ko (biometrics, papogi, megamall, bus…). Pagkalampas naming sa Muñoz, ayan, may bumusina. Pulis. Slow down naman tong bus, xempre pulis eh. Utos si manong driver, tingin naman si Mr. Konduktor. “Wala yun” ani ni Mr. Konduktor. Habang dahan dahang bumibilis ang aming rollercoaster na bus, bumusina ulit. Tumingin habang sinambit ulit ni Mr. Konduktor ang mga katagang “Wala yun…”. Sa isipan ko, kung may violation man si manong driver, walang powers ang mga pulis at alam nating lahat na MMDA lang ang may kakaibang powers when it comes to road violations. Derecho kami ulit sa aming paglalakbay, tapos sa huling pagkakataon, “beeeeeeeep.” Ayan na. “Pang dinner date siguro ng partner niyang pulis ang kelangan,” sambit ko habang pahawak pa lang si Mr. Konduktor sa handle ng pintuan ng rollercoaster bus namin. Makalipas ang ilang sandal, “Go” sabi ni Mr. Konduktor. Asar…

Makalipas ang mahabang panahon…
Kahapon. August 11, 2009. Doing my SOP again. Santolan. May MMDA na sumakay. Alam ko na kung anong mangyayari, pero titig pa din ako sa MMDA. Makalipas ang mga 1 oras, bumaba siya ng bayan. Xempre di siya nag bayad, “MMDA” eh. Badtrip…

People’s Servant is what we call them. Pero ano ba tong ginagawa nila? Using their “power” to do things they “want.” I guess it runs on the system. They say change yourself first before changing the world. Yup, change yourself first. That’s right, pero di lang naman ikaw ang nagiisa sa mundo diba?

MMDA – Malakas Mangotong Daw Ako
PULIS – Pag Umayaw, Lika, Ikulong kita sa Station.

Yan siguro ang mga ibig sabihin niyan.
How can they gain respect kung ganito sila? Mga nakikita niyo sa TV? Mgagaling sila, nirerespeto? TV po yon.
Kung alam niyo yung commercial ni Puno ng DILG na 3000 pulis ang dinadagdag kada taon.. mejo binago ko siya. “3000 gagong pulis ang tinatanggal taon taon” sana ganyan na lang. kaso baka maubos na ang mga pulis?

Yun lang. wag lang sanang mabadtrip mamaya paguwi.

what i love… what i hate…

Posted in Uncategorized on August 6, 2009 by lenmongado

i love my friends.

i love the way they make me laugh.

i love the way they tease me.

i love the way how they cheer me up.

i love the way they look.

i love the way they express themselves.

i love the way they are comfortable with me.

i love the way they treat me.

yet,

i hate the way they are hurt.

i hate the way how their tears touch their cheeks.

i hate how they feel pain.

i hate how they cry,

but i am thankful for the person who makes the people i love feel pain.

why?

for every pain, there’s hope.

for every tear, happiness will definitely come.

for every wasted effort, comes a reward.

for every beer session, comes a happy party.

for every feeling of guilt, comes a feeling of contentment.

for every wrong path taken, comes a window of opportunity.

for every fairytale read, comes a happier ending.

and for every challenge they take, they become a better person.

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